The hubby and I just signed our third 12-month lease with our apartment complex. It's a bittersweet thing, really. On one hand, it's a comfort to know that we won't have to go through the complicated and exhausting moving process again anytime soon, but on the other hand it's a little frustrating to think that it will be at least another year (possibly longer) until we start talking about buying a house.
I heard a song this week on the radio this week that really made me stop and think. It reminds me a lot of myself.
Trace Adkins -- You're Gonna Miss This
She was staring out the window of that SUV
Complaning, saying "I can't wait to turn 18"
She said "I'll make my own money, and I'll make my own rules"
Mamma put the car in park out there in front of the school
Then she kissed her head and said "I was just like you"
You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this
Before she knows it she's a brand new bride
In a one-bedroom apartment, and her daddy stops by
He tells her "It's a nice place"
She says "It'll do for now"
Starts talking about babies and buying a house
Daddy shakes his head and says "Baby, just slow down"
Cause you're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this
Five years later there's a plumber workin' on the water heater
Dog's barkin', phone's ringin'
One kid's cryin', one kid's screamin'
She keeps apologizin'
He says "They don't bother me.
I've got 2 babies of my own.
One's 36, one's 23. It's hard to believe, but ...
You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this
Wise words, Mr. Adkins. These lyrics ring true for me, because I may complain sometimes about having to wait for "life to begin," and get so involved in thinking ahead that I forget to enjoy what's happening here and now. I know I've blogged about this subject already, but I suppose I'm getting redundant because this is what's on my mind lately. Ready for a cliche? Hindsight is 20/20. Cheesy, I know. But it's true. I did a lot of heavy sighing as a new bride, and complained about being so far from my family, living in a teeny apartment with cinderblock walls, and having to eat grilled cheese about six times a week because it's all we could afford. But you know what? I do actually miss those days sometimes. Sure, the circumstances weren't perfect, but I was so excited for a fresh start and we made so many memories that first year. I am going to make it a point to stop and enjoy the view once in a while, no matter what the circumstances. Won't you join me?
More to come...
Love and Lattés,
Katie